Asil - Intellectual

T’s been a long time since you've spoken to me

Everything gives me the creeps

You hunt my nightmares and my dreams

I can declare There’s nothing here faster than my heartbeats

I miss so much your tiny voice, your mouth, your cheeks

It’s been a long time since I have seen your face

I am in lack of your presence

I do not stand for the distance

And all the pictures of you only make me more tense

I just really hate your fucking absence

I don’t find any sense to this boring life

Free me from this now

The world turns upside down

I’m feeling lost without you

I’m feeling torn without you

Oh darling, I need help because it drives me mad

Oh please, calm me down

My world makes no sense now

I’m feeling dumb without you

I’m feeling empty without you

It’s been a long time since I have been okay

Strangely it makes me more insane

And if I wanted to explain

Why it is burning inside myself, you will not understand

You have taken my soul hostage

It’s been a long time I’ve been feeling hopeless

I try to fix my mind and brain

But I live with sorrow and pain

I try to calm me down but my arms and legs are shaking again

Tell me please if this will ever end