[Verse 1]

I got a love-hate relationship

With following what's right

I just go crazy for the night

At any point, I could go and sleep

And fade into my pride

But I would be a fool in my own eyes (Fool)

[Pre-Chorus]

Sometimes, I don't trust myself

To be unaffected

I've been as fucked up as hell, oh yeah

Why is it so hard to be? (Why is it so hard?)

Learnin' these lessons

Why does it have to be me? (Be me)

[Chorus]

If I could be different (If I could be different)

If I had my wings (If I had my wings)

I would never ever be such a mess

I would bе okay

But if I wasn't different (If I wasn't differеnt)

If I wasn't this way (Ooh)

I would never feel emotions so real again

Turn another page and let go of different

[Drop]

And let go of different

Ooh, oh-oh

[Chorus]

If I could be different (If I could be different)

If I had my wings (If I had my wings)

I would never ever be such a mess

I would be okay

But if I wasn't different (If I wasn't different)

If I had my wings (Ooh)

I would never feel emotions so real again

Turn another page and let go of different

[Verse 2]

Yeah, there's a whole lot that comes with it

And with all that I know

It'd be so easy, turning into stone, ooh

So many reasons to go and quit

I'm scared of the unknown

I'm afraid of the heart I own

[Pre-Chorus]

Sometimes, I don't trust myself

To be unaffected

I've been as fucked up as hell, oh yeah

Why is it so hard to be? (Why is it so hard?)

Learnin' these lessons

Why does it have to be me? (Be me)

[Chorus]

If I could be different (If I could be different)

If I had my wings (If I had my wings)

I would never ever be such a mess

I would be okay

But if I wasn't different (If I wasn't different)

If I wasn't this way (Ooh)

I would never feel emotions so real again

Turn another page and let go of different

[Drop]

And let go of different

Ooh, oh-oh

[Outro]

If I could be different (If I could be different)

If I had my wings (If I had my wings)

I would never ever be such a mess

I would be okay

But if I wasn't different (If I wasn't different)

If I had my wings (Ooh)

I would never feel emotions so real again

Turn another page and let go of different

[Outro]

(Ooh-ooh)

(And let go of different)