This is where i sit so calm, this is where i think

This is where i take another drag, so this shit makes me shrink?

And this is where i congregate, where i lose myself

Where i punsh myself in the face and fake the fucking disgrace

Are these pants how you would like

Am i considerate enough?

Am i worried too much about your motherfucking distrust

The night is taking over, still don't know anything

I don’t even know where to go, tryin' to find something challenging

So what's my purpose?

What am i gonna do?

Should i stay here, disappear

Or even talk to you?

Now this is where i lay awake, 4:00 a.m. i think

Worries keep eating my sleep

Maybe just get one more drink

Now this is when i complicate, when i chose myself to hate

And i’m afraid to underastimate

So are these thoughts kind of like yours am i not happy enough?

I'm so worried you just might mistake my mistakes for distrust

Now dawn is taking over, still don't know anything

I don't even know where to go, tryin' to find something challenging