[Verse 1]

Too many regrets, start over

My mind gone, my heart sober

My veins running with blue blood, white liquor, and dark soda

And white lies in dark moments

White pupils with glaucoma

They def with keys like behtoven

Then webmd my hangover

Then fade over with a red cup and a wet blunt feel my heart beating like quest love

Insecure tryna text drunk getting dressed up hop up in the whip like left nut

Conversations with an uber driver

Pools of liquor i’m a scooba diver

Paranoia, can’t get any higher

Too many worries, akuna matata

Eating my brain, killing it off

I think that I’m suffering from memory loss

Misery loves company but company loves misery more

My phone in my pocket I’m anxious as fuck

Thirsty I’m texting I’m making it flood

Empty void, replace it with drugs

Now I’m buzzed and I’m waiting for a buzz like fuck

[Hook]

I texted her like [lex meesup]

(question mark?)

[Lets msetup]

(You’re too drunk)

[Nah I’m fine]

(Are you sure?)

[Lets meetup*]

With an asterisk cuz I’m too fucked up

But I’m not fucked up I just want her think that I’m gone off the drinks that are all in my gut

So these typos are shelters to feign that I’m numb

I’m paralyzed by your presence

I swear to god I’m terrified over analyzing my effort

So I sterilize it by texting

Cuz I’m staring at my imessage

Don’t want her thinking I’m desperate

And I can’t be forward and dial digits

You freeze me please be cryogenic

Your all I see in this room

Emotions deepen like Morgan Freeman I’m more than fiending for you

This force between us is orthopedic my bones are weakened with you

I’m always dreaming about you

I chose a sequence with you

I approach in slowmo through smoke and snow-globes and stole the evening with you

But here I am in, high and alone

Scared of rejection — I hide in my phone, I guess I’ll just wait till it’s 5 in the morn