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*Snort*

MMMXX

Where it all began

Yeah

Yeah, Yeah

SYRYUS

I was only sixteen, an adrenaline fiend

We used to strip the East side, we were in search for a feed

Not a dollar to our names, we didn’t have any greed

I had ambitions for myself and all my brothers to eat

Went through long cold nights we were hitting the streets

Stripping these wealthy motherfuckers who were living the dream

Creeping around, four deep, we could never be seen

But if lights hit the cornеr then we werе dipping the scene

I always lead, never followed

Never thought about the things that would have followed

Didn’t think that all my actions turned me hollow

Didn’t think that I’d be, sitting in a room filled with nothing but memories

Reminiscing ‘bout the past as the darkness had me swallowed

Nothing will ever be the same again

I miss my brother wish I could spend another day with him

Smoking dope, inhaling it

Kalmas help the pain to rid

Demons keep invading me

Mind continues racing, shit

Can’t trust a soul in this life

Can’t be slipping gotta make sure that I keep a knife

Feds on my ass, come for bail checks ‘bout every night

Couldn’t give a fuck though theres no way I’d let them stop my grind

Shifting weight and flipping dope, I gotta provide

But all this cash won’t stop the devil from stalking my life

Too late to turn, fuck a job and fuck a 9-5

Hoping that these fuckboys talking hot come try and end my life

Yeah, gutterboy from the 20 side

Loyal to the core, for my brothers I’d get crucified

So many stories that I wish that I could tell

But can’t be rotting in the ville, or sleeping in a cell

I just miss my brother man

Come home soon bro