I want to plan the perfect death

Destroy that world so there's nothing left

Burn it down leave it all behind

A future I could never design

How do I end everything

How do I let the sun burn out

Justify to buy more time

Medicate to cover my doubts

This time I want control of how it ends

Close my eyes and lets begin

See the strangers staring back from within

All these lies I'm living

Looking back at that man

I'll never be him again

I took his life and I ran

A split identity

Avoid obscenity

There is no turning back

I'm never going back