[Intro]

All good things come to an end

[Verse 1]

It's been a long day and tomorrow could be the shortest

Not solstice and equinox

Self sorrow, thinking inside the box

Return borrowed time, after end of the line thoughts

Going bananas, fighting the chimp paradox

Sitting on rocks, with a drink and too much time to think

Dreadlocks, let down my hair my mind shares the same thing

To the table there's no longer anything new to bring

Identify as a fat lady and start to sing

Not a hymn, but fitting of the quitting adopted mentality

Feel like I'm only staying alive for my family

Question me, I'm fine for conversation's sake

For my own, I stay lit to avoid a dark place

Drown out voices with no face, result of love turned hate

Used to live for tomorrow, but today could be my last day

[Chorus]

Not living for tomorrow, today could be my last day (x10)

When am I gonna love again?

Tell me, will I ever love again in this life, in this life, in this life, in this life?

In this life, when am I gonna live again?

Tell me, will I ever live again in this life?

[Verse 2]

A sight for an eye sore, draw the short straw

Long for the end, can't suck it up but want less more

In every sense poor

If you knew me better, you'd think I'm well

To elaborate, health is wealth and I'm broke as hell

Expensive taste and cheap talk, window shop walk

Outside looking in, understanding happiness can't be bought

Never fought a sad thought

Match with music makes the mood sadder

"Just get over it", easier said and to walk under the ladder

Inviting bad luck, walk over the drains

Like I don't give a fuck, not sharing mail chains

Very superstitious, turning a blind eye to it all

Wonder what I can do to add more writing to the wall

Wonder how many attempts it takes to clean slate

Before accepting a phase is now a permanent state

Rejoice tempting fate, but tomorrow's another day

Voice of reason late because today could be my last day

[Chorus]

Not living for tomorrow, today could be my last day (x10)

When am I gonna love again?

Tell me, will I ever love again in this life, in this life, in this life, in this life?

In this life, when am I gonna live again?

Tell me, will I ever live again in this life?

[Verse 3]

Darkness leads the way to the light at the end of the tunnel, I'm near

Death is something I no longer fear

So do your worst

Everything is killing me, but I'm doing it first

Premeditated, rehearsed

Thinking out loud, they're just words

Not suicidal, but tired of survival and being my biggest rival

I swear on my life, and then lie

Call Mary thrice, my idea of turning life around

Playing ready to die, rolling the dice

At the end of my tether, life span of short measure

Death comes in 3's, I, myself and me, 6 feet under the weather

A clever man of many talents

Consisting of living on the edge and keeping balance

Hashtag stay alive challenge

Raise awareness so it'll all go away

I got no words left to say on my last day