I knew you, and confusion defined you

And you let disillusion defeat you

And even though you left me sitting on the front porch

I kept all your letters

Catholic school brought the worst out in you

Behind your back they pass notes all about you

But those years are the ones I relate you

'Cause just like you

I kept all their letters

And you gave up on me

So I gave up on you

Do you see what happened with me lately

I'm sorry I let you go so easy

It just goes to show what a feigning

Woman's desire will give away

You gave up on me

So I gave up on you

If you're out there

I'm taking

Shots of you, dear

....with smoke inside

I hope they find you in time

You never once delivered a promise

And to this day I wonder if it mattered

'Cause for me you were always a cynic

Hand over your pride, I've got a craving for it

You gave up on me

So I gave up on you

And you gave up on me

So I gave up on you

If you're out there...

Just wondering if you're alright

I'm sorry I can't let go

Just wondering if you're alright

I'm sorry I can't let go

Just wondering if you're alright

I'm sorry I can't let go