Broken hearted thoughts long departed

I can't go on toward it expenses foreign

I'm more than worth it, like, well deserving

My family work and I wanna stop that

But my bank account not up to par yet, yet

This that calculated

Popped one I'm in the matrix

My girl a fucken hate trip

The life I dreamt ain't lit but I'll wait for it

Catch me lost within time

I feel as though I've been my prime but my brights was dim

Now I'm off the hinge ever since my thoughts was rinsed

Objects spent more than the cost of rent

It's that optic split

I'm more than it

I'm off the shits

Costs loss in sin

This that rock ya chin

Mom and poppy shit, shit

If only you could see how it's been around

Always never been one to be around

Memories often faded

Never crack a smile but the people by my side down to ride a while so I'll chill today

Take a break from all the stress today

Thinking back when I never made a way

Now I'm on my own terms

No turns turned into slow burns

So I let the Mary J take me away

More than often to a better place

Moving onward to a steady pace

Where everyday getting checks autopay

Bitches saying that I fell off

Load the autosave, ay

Popped the clutch, 100

These pills I'm on shit numbing

She go down town like it's nothing

Like when I ride around and stunt shit

Back when all we did was dumb shit

Was fun shit

Seen too much to ever be jaded

But hey some days just ain't it

Problems adding up quick

Need them half divided

I think I just need some silence

But it's never quiet

But it's never quiet

Never quiet