[Verse 1]

Dead or alive is this a nightmare

If I want to survive will it cost my life

Saying goodbye is my worst fear, but I'm not turning

Back to a time when it was unclear

If the demons inside were either wrong or right

A hostage inside of my own mind, but I'm not turning back

I'm not turning back

[Chorus]

I can hear the sirens sounding

I can feel the fire burning

I'll make myself the aftermath

I can see the ashes falling

But I know the rain is coming

I'll break myself

I'll make myself the aftermath

[Verse 2]

Keep pulling me down, but I'm relentless

They want mе to drown, but I can fight all day

Spinning around into nothing, but I'm not slipping

Down in the grave that they madе me

Where nobody wants to be the one to bleed

Less is the name that they gave me, but I'm not slipping down

I'm not slipping down

[Chorus]

I can hear the sirens sounding

I can feel the fire burning

I'll make myself the aftermath

I can see the ashes falling

But I know the rain is coming

I'll break myself

I'll make myself the aftermath

The Aftermath

[Bridge]

Dead or alive is this a nightmare

If I want to survive will it cost my life

Saying goodbye is my worst fear

But I'm not turning

No I'm not turning back

[Pre-Chorus]

I'll break myself to make myself

[Chorus]

I can hear the sirens sounding

I can feel the fire burning

I'll make myself the aftermath

I can see the ashes falling

But I know the rain is coming

I'll break myself

I'll make myself

I'll make myself the aftermath