Released on March 17, 2020

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[Verse 1]

Now you look at me lost here on my street

Another beautiful mind is changing

Violently wake me from my dreams

Another beautiful body shaking


[Verse 2]

Are the doors that I opened closing in?

All the words that I spoke now frozen

And now that I'm taller, am I too thin?

And now it's time to decide, would I rather be blind?


[Chorus]

I don't wanna divide my own

I don't wanna rely on a perfect home

I just wanna survive, I just wanna survive

With rose-colored eyes


[Verse 3]

It's in the trees of the forest waiting

It's in the smell of the wood we're burning

It's in the touch of the pine, the change in my eyes


[Chorus]

I don't wanna divide my own

I don't wanna rely on a perfect home

I just wanna survive, I just wanna survive

With rose-colored eyes


[Verse 4]

The shape of her back as she weeps over his body

As we sing our little songs in the hospital room

The sound of your voice as I search your words for meaning

Is there beauty in the breathing, even when that breathing's left?

And the tree that we had planted now grows strong inside my chest

I will walk for all these miles just to find what I have left within myself (myself, myself, myself, myself)