[Verse:]

The pressure on my mind it’s a struggle to keep focus

Finding through discomfort real hunger reveal motives

Never leave a brother behind that’s what they teach soldiers

But now I’m standing alone trying to achieve closure

I grieve over the lost connections

People that I've seen go in wrong direction

Or completed their walk on the Earth and crossed dimensions

Lately I’ve been doing a hard reflection

It’s self defeating going to war with the old you

Holding survivor's guilt knowing you gotta grow too

Habits that I had died hard while I pulled through

Now I got a 4th floor loft with a cold view

But do I deserve it?

We all started at the same place and I went the furthest

Even though I wasn’t the smartest or the most determined

My younger self wouldn’t recognize this older version

But stone turning led to growth occurring

Soul searching for the spark along the way made for a slower burning

Patiently learning our divergence wasn’t desertion

I’ll always show my circle love 'cause the hustle was worth it

As I exit my twenties I’m motivated and steady

Appreciating every memory and moment ahead of me

Devoted and ready, so even if we never speak again

I hope my people know I’ll forever believe in them

Even to the end…

[Outro:]

I'm riding off

I'm the conductor