[Verse 1]
Concentration
Fell apart in the backseat glow
City lights flicker I move too slow
Everybody talk but they don't know
How it feels to lose your soul in smoke
Heart on airplane mode again
Ain't no calls just ghosts for friends
I've been tryna numb the noise inside
But silence always wins in the end
[Pre-Chorus]
You say you care but you fade when I fall
You only love me when I give you my all
And I've been running from the thoughts that stay
Still can't tell if I'll make it through today
[Chorus]
Is this how I'm supposed to feel?
Lost my faith but I kept it real
Money on my mind pain in the rearview
Tryna drive away from what I been through
No signal my phone on red
I'm alive but I'm half-way dead
You were fire but you burned too long
Now I'm cold and I'm moving on
[Verse 2]
Night falls I don't sleep no more
Dreams fade on the marble floor
Told myself that I'd never fold
(But the truth hurts worse when it's told)
They don't see the cost behind the shine
I've been bleeding just to buy more time
Don't ask if I'm fine I ain't okay
I just lie 'cause it's easier that way
[Pre-Chorus]
I gave you trust and you gave me a test
You left me drained I ain't got much left
I know you wait for the fall not the climb
But I'll be gone before you change your mind
[Chorus]
Is this how I'm supposed to feel?
Lost my faith but I kept it real
Money on my mind pain in the rearview
Tryna drive away from what I been through
No signal my phone on red
I'm alive but I'm half-way dead
You were fire but you burned too long
Now I'm cold and I'm moving on
[Bridge]
Every mile takes me further from the past
You can keep your love I know it wouldn't last
Still chasing peace I can't define
But I'll find it somewhere down the line
[Outro]
No signal I fade from view
All the things I lost still feel like you
Maybe someday I'll heal this pain
But tonight I'll just let it rain
Is this how I'm supposed to feel?
Lost my faith but I kept it real
Money on my mind pain in the rearview