Released on August 30, 2019

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(Intro: Rainecko)

Yeah

Yeah

Downsides

Coming

Right

Now

Yeah

(Chorus: Ai)

God testing me, downsides are part of life

You may not think right at first, it’ll all be very bright

Dark shadow lounging ‘round, don’t let it win the fight

Thoughts popping in, nope, nope, they ain't never right

They be popping in, yeah they always come start, popping in

Life’s full of fun, make some prayers, you ain't gotta sin

Even when I’m trying, yeah I’m trying to go and succeed

Devil pushing hard, yeah i don’t think that I have the lead

Though I’m trying super hard to make it all today

Something always happens, something can get in my way

Even though I’m straining to go on life’s joyous rides

Bad things always come to me, I always have some downsides

(Verse 1: Rainecko)

Yeah!

Life’s full of tests, big or small it all depends

Be a good, great person and the tests could still come in

Prophets all got tested, so who are we to rage and rant

Yeah!

Prophet Joseph stuck in prison, falsely accused

God was testing him, just like he’s testing you

They endured much more than we’ll ever have to do

So who are we to question with some debt and bad news

It’ll all end well for you with prayer and some sweat

Hard work always pays off, that’s what the prophets

Joseph went from prison to the king of the land

So never give up hope and you’ll end up very glad

(Chorus: Ai)

God testing me, downsides are part of life

You may not think right at first, it’ll all be very bright

Dark shadow lounging ‘round, don’t let it win the fight

Thoughts popping in, nope, nope, they ain't never right

They be popping in, yeah they always come start, popping in

Life’s full of fun, make some prayers, you ain't gotta sin

Even when I’m trying, yeah I’m trying to go and succeed

Devil pushing hard, yeah i don’t think that I have the lead

Though I’m trying super hard to make it all today

Something always happens, something can get in my way

Even though I’m straining to go on life’s joyous rides

Bad things always come to me, I always have some downsides

(Verse 2: Phantoum)

Struggling to talk, dunno where to start

Never felt like this before and I’m falling apart

Got a couple habits in me I don’t wanna say

Never opened up liked this and talked away (away)

Stress from school happens and work is hard (hard)

Gotta get good grades or life is rough (rough)

They talk about health like its nothing (nothing)

But depression and anxiety are more than enough (enough)

I try to rap every single day, but something always stands in the way (way)

Is it doubt? Is it fear? I don’t really know, it’s a feeling that I can’t even try to waive (waive, waive, waive)

When I walk I feel the shadow lingering around, its like something is trying to catch the sound (sound)

The sound of my raps, but it’s just not there, I can’t feel the vibe that I try to share (share)

(Chorus: Ai)

God testing me, downsides are part of life

You may not think right at first, it’ll all be very bright

Dark shadow lounging ‘round, don’t let it win the fight

Thoughts popping in, nope, nope, they ain't never right

They be popping in, yeah they always come start, popping in

Life’s full of fun, make some prayers, you ain't gotta sin

Even when I’m trying, yeah I’m trying to go and succeed

Devil pushing hard, yeah i don’t think that I have the lead

Though I’m trying super hard to make it all today

Something always happens, something can get in my way

Even though I’m straining to go on life’s joyous rides

Bad things always come to me, I always have some downsides