Yo god you there its ed

I was just wondering if you could get these thoughts out of my head

Lately I haven't been feeling the same

Maybe cuz I ain't sane

My mind is making me become a recluse

Should I just tie the noose?

Fuck man should I just jump off the roof?

God I really need your help here

I just wanna be in the clear

I've done some bad things

Will I make it to spring?

Man I'm on the brink

I'm slowly losing my mind

Every single time in writing these lines

I feel like I'm about to shine

And when I die there will be a shrine

I hope one day ill get signed

So my foolish mind can get a ride

Up to hidden hills

Where i can see people who can pay fat bills

Whatever man ill just do this on my own

Like a sad man drinking patrone

I feel so alone just like how she left me

But I guess that's how I'm suppose to be

I wanna soar higher than the sky

And stop all the drive by’s

God tell my homies

I say hello and tell them that it sucks when

I'm here down low

Why did they have to die so young

It's the clashes of the madness in our masses

Police and the citizens with gases

Children of the rich looking for bitches

While poor kids seek ditches

But god it seems like you don't care

But when I go up the white stairs

As I wait for the gates

I'll realize that I never should've been late

Hook

God why aren’t you answering

I know I'm bantering

But I’m starting to believe you don’t exist

Like VHS

What’s happens after death?

I just want to know before my last breath

God please respond