Suicide Note - Intellectual

[Intro]

I'm sorry I wasn't perfect enough for you

I ain't gon' cap

I love all y'all, don't never give up on me

I just felt like I ain't perfect enough for y'all

This for all my people, all my dead homeboys' mamas

For my mama...

For all my friends I let down, I'm sorry

This my suicide note before I go

[Chorus]

This one for my niggas up that road losing hope

This for my Aunt Melissa, broke my heart saw you do coke

This one for my fans, bro I love y'all the most

And before I kill myself, then my suicide note

This one here for Dricka, Mr. Nine and Lawanda

This with Ms. Jewel, Ms. Nishi and Ms. Laronda

Y'all sons died for me and it hurt me to my body

And y'all heart can y'all forgive me

I'm just young and trying to prosper

[Verse 1]

You want me to be something that I'm not and I don't feel myself

Since I can't be your perfect man, I wanna kill myself

I swear I try to keep it real and you know real is rare

And all that love I had for you, that shit gon' still be there

If you don't hear from me again

Just know my name will still be in the wind

And if I die I hope your love not pretend

And you crossed me once, please don't do that shit again

[Verse 2]

All the promises I broke

I hope you can forgive me

Why I let you in my life and you had bad intentions?

I wonder when I'm dead and gone is your ass gon' miss me?

What made you break my heart?

Man this shit got me tripping

Every time I tell you no I just pray you don't creep

You taking everything for granted, why you think that I'm sweet?

And I can't vent this shit to you so I put it on a beat

Cause you gon' get 'round all your friends and you gon' gossip 'bout me

[Verse 3]

This one for JB and La'Herman doing life up that road

Sometimes I question God why is this the life that we chose?

I'm in my room by myself I got my Glock to my throat

I had to let y'all know my problems, this my suicide note

[Outro]

I just feel like...

I ain't perfect enough

You told me expectations you wanted, I mean...

I couldn't do it so you traded on me

You tried to creep me. I'm sorry I let all y'all down, I love all y'all