[Verse 1]

And I'm so tired of feeling this way

This overwhelming fear doesn't seem to go away

And sometimes I can find some optimism

Only for it to disappear into the abyss

[Chorus 1]

How long will I find myself in this

Treacherous place?

I'm hoping for the summer to come through

And help me find my pace

[Verse 2]

And I'm so sick of feeling anxious

This rapid heart rate is getting more vicious

And sometimes I can find a way to tranquilize

But it's never permanent, and I need to stabilize

[Chorus 2]

How long will I find myself in this

Terrifying space?

I'm hoping for the summer to come through

And help me find some peace

{Refrain}

You don't know what we have been through

All our lives have become dark blue

If you want to, hold my hand and

I will show you what we've been through