Times I've spent I've spent searching

Looking, wanting answers but so scared

So frightened it won't be what I want

Then i realize my conscious effort to filter out the imperfection in my life

To seek the guidance for the truth and remove the time spent wasted, the time lost

Straining to achieve

Facing reality

I'm not apart from my eternity

Recovered from afar a past of unbroken dreams only wanting for myself

So dark to what I see

Strain

Reaching toward a higher place to save me from this pain

What to gain a life of strain a race to run

Standing up to no other one but the true God