Overthinking - Intellectual

[Intro]

I can't take this pain anymore

I can't take this pain anymore, I'm alone

No, you are not alone

I can't feel it, I feel this emptiness

I don't wanna live like this, I just wanna die

I'm all alone, I'm so lonely, I'm so lonely inside

Not overthinking my life, not overthinking my time

Not always wondering if I’m a likeable person

Or that one that nobody likes, anyone can hear my cry

Can’t get relief from my time, no, I can’t break down my pride

Wondering who I should be in this life, thinking about all these highs

When I break up my walls and let thе air out, my pride

This is something that nobody likes, so that’s what you likе

No, no, this is something that we like, they don’t do like

They would just like what you’re pretending to be

So, what they like is just what they see, so they can’t see

You break down after a breakdown

You know, you should be around, when you’re not around

I just lost my mind, when you’re by my side, you’re by his side

Don’t know how to live, how to do this, how to be a good person

That would just do everything about this

You know, darkness is still by your side, but every time you need

Something to hold your hand and darkness is the only one

That only one that is with you in that moments of sadness

Where are they now

Where are they now, when I need you all around

I can’t even stay right here, because I feel this emptiness

When I feel this emptiness, I feel the sadness around, and

So, I’m in need of a hand to hold when I’m scared of that dark

Everything sounds like a game, and it seems to be an ocean around me

I can’t leave this darkness, I can’t stay out of my shadows

I’m so empty inside and, I can’t even survive then

What should I do now, then, I will just drown in this

Nothing even saves me, nobody can even save me

Drowning with my OCD, I ain’t got a lot to live

I am just drowning in this

I ain’t got a lot to live