Look

Talkin to God on this lonely walk

Along the way we dropped some homeys off

Uh

Seein the good in em was my only flaw

Even though I knew they wasn’t from the cloth

Now, get to the money is my only thought

Cuz that fame shit ain’t really what we thought

I’m seein niggas lose they mind for the clout

Crashin out instead of grindin in droughts

What’s that about

Yeah I know this life be stressful but I’m still in control

Never bend, never break, never fold on the code

And if them people ever get me never fold on the bro

That’s real love if you know then you know

I used to sit up in my room like damn will I ever blow

I know I’m talented as fuck but will the world ever know

I lost my momma and the one & only girl I’d ever known

All in the same month, I ain’t wanna live no mo

I ain’t wanna feel no mo

I was done wit this rappin shit I ain’t want no deal no mo

I was down on my dick, I ain’t have shit but still I rose

Talked to God, he gave me options, this the deal I chose

I got up off my knees, got on my shit and healed my soul

Therapy was hell but I stuck through it now I’m back

So don’t talk to me bout pain cuz mine is still attached

Rollin up these Paper planes tryna maintain & relax

This life shit ain’t a game I’m just hoping I dont relapse

But enough about, let’s change the topic

God made me a prophet now I’m out here chasin these profits

Paintin these vivid pictures just so niggas could crop it

Shit be so vivid my haters can’t even knock it

And when I get in this booth, it feel like a confession

Man I’m just speakin my truth, every word is blessing

Real life, reality, pain pleasure & lessons

Release it all, let it burn, these is my usher confessions

Just let em know

Rest in peace to Kimberly Lynette

Took me a decade to cope with that pain

And find some peace

I’m just sayin if you ever lost a mother

It doesn’t get any better, doesn’t get any easier

Just gotta believe in God and seek some therapy

Find a healthier way to cope

And nah I ain’t tryna preach I’m just tryna give hope

I remember thinkin like damn I don’t know what imma do without you

Then I remembered you told me to stick to the music

And I’m back

I hope you smiling down

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