[Verse 1]

I haven't felt like myself lately

I'm sitting here alone drowning in sorrow

I never thought I'd be this sad

But I guess here we are

I don't mean to be too dramatic in this song

It was just a crush

But I take them way too far to heart

Overthinking and overanalysing everything to oblivion

Sitting there watching you from afar, just observing

But the time kept ticking on, and soon it was a year later

But you gotta realise how shit it was when you started ghosting me

Like we were chatting еvery minute

But now I haven't hеard from you in six months

I don't hate you, but what did I do? I have no fucking clue

My friends said you were toxic, and I didn't believe them

They called you a pick-me girl and said you're a bitch

But I didn't believe a word, I wanted to prove them wrong

Now in retrospect, I realise how blinded by love I was

I should have listened to them; they were right about you

You could have done it nice, you could have done it soft

But no, you decided to be the bitch that you are

But rejection never felt better

Doesn’t even matter how many times it happens:

It tears out my heart and dumps it on the ground

Dragging me into the dark depths of despair and depression

Now I'm lying in bed depressed

Sitting in the shower, standing in the rain:

The tears melt into one with the water

That's flowing down my cheeks

Because no one seems to give a shit about me, yeah

It's like life is against me, it's like love is against me

Yeah, it's like life is against me, it's like love is against me

[Chorus]

The mal inside her: empty

Yes, I'm full of emotion

Searching for something that left long ago

Aimless: not sure what to do with my life

Yeah, I'm aimless, yeah, I'm aimlessly searching

Yeah, I'm lost

[Verse 2]

Got no motivation left, just feel like crying in bed

But I've got no tears left: I'm dry as a husk

I've had enough of living on this vile planet;

So sick and tired of this thing we call life

Wandering aimlessly trynna find the light

Wondering what I'm living for

Cause I'm aimlessly searching, yeah, aimlessly searching

Yeah, I'm lost too far away from home

Desperately trynna find a way back there

And when I try to go to sleep: I lie there for hours on end

My brain is exploded, never-ceasing thoughts:

Thinking about the deepest most depressing shit

Thinking is dangerous, it's unbearable, it brings out the worst in me

Unleashing the demons from deep down

That are trynna find a way out, yeah

My whole life I've put up distraction after distraction

In front of myself

To stop me from discovering the truth

And now there’s nothing keeping me from it

I'm idly alone

But what did I do? I've got no fucking clue

[Chorus]

The mal inside her: empty

Yes, I'm full of emotion

Searching for something that left long ago

Aimless: not sure what to do with my life

Yeah, I'm aimless, yeah, I'm aimlessly searching

Yeah, I'm lost

[Verse 3]

My mind like a warzone, like a war zone

And I don't know where to go, where to go

Cause everywhere I go, where I go: is death

It's unbearable!

I'm stuck in the war there, and I can't get out

The light is fading, I can no longer breathe

It's unbearable: I'm empty

Yeah, I'm aimless