[Verse]

Up at night all the time

Want to be dead and gone

Like I know that my words and my soul

Will live on through these songs, I’m always prepared

And even for death I would want my family to be able to rest (yeah)

Knowing that I am no longer depressed

And apart of this world that has become a mess

No, it’s not like it’s planned, yes, I know that I’m blessed

To have ever existed, it’s only for you, but now I digress (shit)

And I wonder if one day, you’ll hear this, my name rings in depths

And if I die young, know you bitches’ll go

And move onto the next, look, my life is a wreck

But I hope that you know that I dismiss attention

While spinning this set cause the only attempts to impress

To go earn your respect, know this life is a card game

And I feel as if I’m at the top of the deck (fuck)

Knowing some’ll go pick on me ‘cause I will spit

Like I sweated and bled, give me ‘lotta cred’

For this flow I’m perfecting ‘cause up until when

I had picked up the pen, I was feeling so lost

Wouldn’t get out of bed now I’m never in bed (nope)

‘cause I work in the day to go home to my desk

To write me some lyrics so I give you no choice

But to play ‘em again (for real)

I feel that the people around me are fake and be snaking

To scrape up whatever they can, it gets harder to trust

Cause I know I’m my only true friend ‘til I pass away

Like it’s the end (for real), it gets harder to love ‘em when I’m written off

Like I’m fucked in the head, yes, I’m fucked in the head

And I’m alone always fearing whatever's next

While impatiently waiting for the drugs

That I took to go start their effect

I know some that’ll think that with me they're connected (nope)

But the fact is that they have already been deaded

Now I get erect when they feel they’re protected

I keep 'em around 'til they smoked for detection

I'll wash 'em away like neglection and dreads and

My heart is too big, I forgive then regret it

There's some that I thought'd be here 'til the end

Then I learned I've been used like a hand-me-down bed (bitch)

Yet I still put 'em all 'fore myself, fuck my spending

I noticed I'm weak and been fucked like I'm bending

I never been fucked, I'm the one who will fuck 'em

Forget what they said, only held by a thread

If you lie on my name, face a puddle of red and

It's never a threat, I got haters in town who I never had met

With my name in their head so it's them I dissect

Like a motherfucking analyst (haha)

My reputation I feel like abandoning

Pick 'em apart like I'm picking a dandelion

Day that I'm gone I'll be called a true alchemist

Making this album that is self empowerment

Never caught eating with members of cowardice

All of these pussies know that I'd devour 'em (pussies)

And I'll be fighting 'til I find my way out of this

Cut my wrist and God'll hold me accountable (for real)

Claim I'm a bitch? In that sense, I can't counter it

Yes I am short but my heights'll be towering

Rain when I rise like a fucking sun shower and

If I don't ever make it, then kill me like Howard but

It's all I been dreaming, wanna return to Broward

Saw a figure run by me at the very same hour

My Dad had got hit and shut down like a browser

So later that night, chose to pop me a downer (xanny)

This life’s like a fight that we’re in for survival

I look up despite the regret of arrival

But all that I’m seeing is really an eyeful

That gets me aware that my friends are my rivals (for real)

Most family pretend they are there but they’re trifles

My opps got me owning a good bit of rifles

My mind got me spinning in all these lil cycles

My heads in the clouds of the sky like the title (facts)

The drugs that I take fuck around with my vitals

But caused me to write this album like a bible

I’m godly, worshiping ‘cause I am entitled

I’ll kill ‘em alone if that's what I’m deciding

It’s fuck the revenge, only do it for silence

You making some threats? On you like your disciple

I’ll be there to witness your breath that is final

I promise right after I’m sleeping just fine blood

Cause I am a problem

This problem is one that you ain’t even thought of

The fuck you expect from a kid with a heart of

A whole lotta hurt and betrayal from all ‘em

The truth is that now I’m a demon, Osama, been louder (what?)

Since the day I said I’m a goblin

My dad lookin’ up sayin’ “son, do not follow

The path I took cause you are truly way smarter” (bitch)

I looked down and said to my Dad

“You the cause of the place that I’m in at the moment

My father had let that last sight go down as sick and haunting

Left scars on your daughter, you probably ain’t thought it” (coward)

Mushrooms made me ponder if life could harder

To me, it’s a game in-which God will have chartered

The end after death, there’s a picture that’s larger

Your birth is a chance to collect all your armor (yeah)

You die and you’re introduced to that bitch Karma

Hold blades in your coat, pull ‘em out like it’s Sparta

To protect your neck like Wu-Tang said, for starters

Your life could be taken as soon as tomorrow (for real)

You popping them pills that you got from big pharma

Now your vision blurred, it got you thinking darker

Tip toeing around like you moving with caution

Pretending your life is so good like it’s awesome (but it’s not)

I made me a promise to God, give me all it

I’ll bring a return and it won’t be forgotten

I’ll always be honest, give back what I’ve gotten

To only the pure and retire my Momma (Momma!)

I’m casing it all with a plot for a robbery

I aimed for the sky ‘cause I knew I could top it

This world’ll be taken and I’ll do it properly

Bitch better believe that my reign gonna shock ‘em