[Verse 1: Gloomy]

I know it's all my fault

Falling apart in my head

I know it's all my fault

But I know I'll still win

You know, you know my scars

I left those in the past to fade

You know, you know these cards

Were dealt to me, I play to win

[Verse 2: Flowzus]

And I'm still smoking pay stubs

Thinking bout school debt

I was busy making dad rap

When dad rap wasn't cool yet

Studied up, did the coursework

Skin my back til' my pores hurt

I might never see a bit of money quick

I might hit a lick in a Borse shirt

Who coulda known? They care what I say

Carry my own, he carried away

New adhesive on the street lately

You know I don't like to leave areas gray

Do you appear as a peer now?

Do I appeal when I veer out?

Do I get streamed for a tear count?

Do I just do what I fear now?

[Pre-Chorus: Gloomy]

Do I do what I fear?

Catching all of my tears

Wonder how it will go

Let down all of my peers

But I love you, my dear

Look myself in the mirror

Swallow all of my pride

Hope you're still by my side

[Chorus: Flowzus]

Mishap, disarray

I don't let that resonate

I can't let that seep in

I hold out for better days

I hold out for weekends

I hold on to present day

Mishap, disarray

Kick, clap, led astray

I been tryna catch a view

Life is just a roundtrip

I been tracking turbulence

Wherever I found it

Mishap, disarray

All I can say

Hang tight, make it out

Kick, clap, celebrate

[Bridge: Gloomy & Flowzus]

I know it's all my fault

Falling apart in my head

I know it's all my fault

[Verse 3: Bobbycrush]

And I'll put that shit on God

Fuck it I'll put it on my squad

Cause they know what I really got

Won't really stop 'til I'm on top

Do I do what I fear?

Catching all of my tears

Catching all of the shame

Let down all of my peers

Do I practice what I preach?

More to learn then to teach

Got more hills I need to climb

Through the woods, and then to the beach

Do I do what I should?

Lord knows I wish I could

But I'm only a man

Just tryna make things good

[Chorus]

Mishap, disarray

I don't let that resonate

I can't let that seep in

I hold out for better days

I hold out for weekends

I hold on to present day

Mishap, disarray

Kick, clap, led astray

I been tryna catch a view

Life is just a roundtrip

I been tracking turbulence

Wherever I found it

Mishap, disarray

All I can say

Hang tight, make it out

Kick, clap, celebrate