[Verse 1: Flowz Dilione]

I can't do it bruv, I'm tired and stressed

My mind is a mess, I'm sick of living life in my head

Anxiety is like a knife in my chest, it makes it hard to breathe

My heart is weak and it's dying for strength

I've seen shit that I still fuckin dream about

I need to blow my brains on the wall to let my demons out

I used to have a family but I don't see them now

That's why I'm so closed off and hardly ever leave the house

[Verse 2: Dwizofoz]

Look me in the eyes bruv, listen to my words

I know this shits been hurtin since the minute of your birth

And you're feeling like where you belong, isn't here on earth

But you got too much to live for and this decision is the worst

Plus your little brothers need you

River's just a verse, without you Shaff will wind up in prison or a hearse

I know you wanna live to see your missus giving birth

And be there for your child, and be the dad that you deserve (you deserve)

[Verse 3: Flowz Dilione]

But in my head, they'll be better when I'm gone

When I'm dead I hope they don't remember me at all

When they send me to the morgue, I don't wanna be identified

I don't wanna be seen by any family or friends of mine

Especially Riv, the best friend I ever had

I've already broken his heart and I can't handle that

I'm too weak to carry the weight like cheap anvil straps

Everything I've ever had is gone and I can't get it back

[Verse 4: Dwizofoz]

Well if for no one else, do it for you bruv

Do it to say fuck your past, do it for your future

You're stronger than you know bruv, I'm telling you

I'll be by your side every step, if you want I'll go to hell with you

And pull you out the other side breathin

I know that's not you wanting to die bro, that's just the pipe speakin

Ice weakens the will to fight demons, I've seen it

I won't let it happen to you, You know what I'm sayin is true

[Verse 5: Flowz Dilione]

If not for me I should prevail for them

Cause they have everything to lose and I'm just waitin for death

I say I'm strong and loyal, if I was I'd stay to the end

And hold my whole fam down till the die that I'm dead

I'd be the king that my queen deserves

A brother to Shaff, Sittin next to Riv laughing with my mum and my dad

But I'm not so I'm sittin drunk mumbling raps

Depressed confessions sippin liquor with a gun in my lap

[Verse 6: Dwizofoz]

See that's the you I know, the you I know you wanna be

I know you at war with yourself and all you want is peace

But brother please just give me the piece, it's not your time to go

I'm talkin to Taylor now I'm not talkin to Flowz

I just wish I would've told you this sooner

We can't change the past but you could've had a whole different future

And I just can't let go, listening to the echoes of your voice

While I'm sitting here talkin to your headstone

[Outro]

We are gathered here today, not to mourn but to celebrate the life of Taylor "Flowz" Rough, may he rest with strength and loyalty