Thursday morning, happy birthday

It could be so much worse than this

I'm having trouble breathing again

Send me to the ocean and I'll learn to swim

Knee socks, heart shaped sunglasses

I've tried so hard not to cry in front of you

You told me I could be anything I wanted

All i want to be is everything I'm not

Swallowing ice and my wicked thoughts

With death on my mind, I don't know where to begin

I'll stop running from myself when I learn to tell time

I'll stop relying on you when you tell me to go

Happy birthday to me

The lights go out and I'm afraid

Happy birthday to me, enjoy yourself

I'm a thousand miles away

I got high in a convenience store and thought I saw god

On cigarette cartons and nothing at all

You're forgetful on your best days but I hope that you remember me

I don't know how anyone can sleep in this place

Summer never comes and all the houses look the same

I've spent years forgetting people like you

Because no one ever cares for long enough to keep me sane

And god, how do you sleep at night?

I'm sorry for my shaky knees and messy hair

I've been so wrong that I've forgotten how to be right

Walk away, walk away, walk away