Maybe - Intellectual

[Verse 1]

You cut so deep but I always loved you deeper

These voices in your hallway, if you let her in, you gotta keep her

Who've you been talking to? What do they want you to do?

Baby, I'm afraid you've been reckless with my heart

While I was sleeping, you slipped in and fell apart

God knows I love you so, but I won't be your ghost

You're the one who's in my body, ripping at the seams

And you're the one who's crashing on the highways in my dreams

Maybe I won't, maybe I will

I haven't slept so easy since you left me in the wild

I wish I could've loved you right, but I was just a child

Maybe I won't, maybe I will run back to you

There's something dark inside me and I can't get it out

My thoughts ring in your voice now and I can't make a sound

You loved me holy with your cross and your disease

Did you feel that close to God when you had me on my knees?

If you don't love me now, well, then we all go down

I'm your sweetest parasite, you fill me up with pesticide

Bleed me, baby Gemini, hurt me 'til you feel alright

And I won't, no, I won't

You got into my head and now I'll never be the same

My trigger finger twitches every time I hear your name

Maybe I won't, maybe I will run back to you

You're the one who's in my body, ripping at the seams

And you're the one who's crashing on the highways in my dreams

Maybe I won't, maybe I will

I haven't slept so easy since you left me in the wild

I wish I could've loved you right, but I was just a child

Maybe I won't, maybe I will run back to you