[Verse 1]

I would buy a gun, and I'd take any pill

If I knew it would bring me to you, but I don't think that it will

It doesn't make me angry, I don't feel that anymore

I'm never disappointed, 'cause I've seen this place before

I think I saw you in the city, you looked paranoid and thin

Your face betrayed the weather, I could see it on your skin

I think I found our constellation, I can see it from your house

They say the stars are dying, but so is everybody else

[Chorus]

Now I wake up every morning waiting for the day to end

Measuring the shadows that I carved out of my hands

My saviour's in a bottle and he keeps my еdges soft

His sympathy's relentlеss while I let my insides rot

'Cause I don't think that you're waiting anymore

[Verse 2]

Do you think someone would tell us if we made some grave mistake?

All our buried conversations, our forgiveness came too late

Now it's someone else's secrets on the collar of your shirt

It doesn't make a difference, it just makes my stomach hurt

I think I heard you on the radio, you sounded like a star

Now everybody loves you, but they don't know who you are

They say you don't have any manners, 'cause they didn't raise you right

But the world has been so cruel, how could you bear to be polite?

[Chorus]

For a moment you looked wounded, then you walked right out the door

Living in a movie, I collapsed against the wall

That fatalistic summer, you turned the tide on me

I swallowed my heart and chased my shadow down the street

When I'm feeling tragic, it's all I think about

If you feel it once then you can never go without

Some kind of revelation that leaves you terrified

I think that I am evil, I could kill you if I tried

But I don't dream about it anymore