Released on July 12, 2019

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I get back

Made an appearance and left

Couldn't remember what was said

I guess its my fault for the lack

Yeah and I get that

But I'm not the same anymore

And I'm not to blame anymore

And here we are

The second I opened your door

I knew I'd be back here for more

Not feelin' myself


Hop in the whip and I'll show you the city

We'll ride in the gritty land

Bridges so broken, the roads are all closing

Might take a millennium

I don't even care what they gotta say

I ain't feedin' them

Life is what you make it today so don't be cynical


I get back

You said you wanted that and that's a fact

Seen your pic up on the internet

Jello boobs with a J Lo back‚ yeah

That ain't really me but I think I see what you really want

Yeah I think I know what you really want

We’re back and we’re forth

Ain't trackin the scores

You know we in overtime

Break up on the second

Get back on the fourth

And act like before was fine

I'm patchin' the doors

Repercussions of my passion of course

Ill discussions with a lack of remorse

Set us back from the finish line

Enter my inner mind

Into my entity

Source of my energy

You are the root of my joy and my misery

Gave you my soul now we stuck for infinite

Is this real are you feelin' me?


I swallow my pride

Choke on humility

Everytime

Smoke on the ceiling we chasin' our high

Runnin' away from our lows

Runnin' but where do we go?

Say we’ll be fine

Hopefully really we mean it this time

S'posed to be seekin' our limits but I'm

Just runnin away from my lows

Wondering where do we go?

Last time

I told you to forget it‚ that was last time

Funny how a moment can be ruined in a second

I'm loving your door but I know

It's not easy letting go‚ I

Last time, I told you I was with it that was last time

Funny how a moment can be ruined by our past

So sad, when we can make it last forever


Out the question now

Left you in the ground

That's how the story goes

They only love you on the road

Only when they gotta see you go

I keep the pedal mashed to the floor

Told myself I'm stayin' in my lane

Paranoia keep me sleeping in

Such a dirty dirty dirty game


I cannot promise I'll stay behind

It's never fair all in love and war

Demand I not challenge what's in my mind

Losing what you have been searching for

You crying but I'm running out of time

Dying to go but you never leave

It's never the purpose the worst is becoming the person you said you would never be

Well you said you wanted that

I'm just trying to make it back

Through my tears you see my fear

You hold the torch until its dim


Don't mistake me for some thing

A cold cold heart wrapped up in sin

Is there any hope?

Cause I would really like to know