[Verse 1]

My life as a seminal fake

And I’m only ever thinking

Of a terrible thing

It’s not like I had reason

For leaving you

Thinking I could fix it

If it wasn’t for Adderall

Who’s got time for the shit

That you take?

So take a break from the ache

And push the feeling away

It’s not like I had reason

For leaving you

Thought I wouldn’t be missing you

All the things that we never do

But could

[Chorus]

Pull a shadow from my name

Is it indifference for deference's sake?

Can you say it a different way?

(Hesitate, hesitate)

Cull close a chosen meaning

Pull a shadow from my name

Is it indifference for deference's sake?

Can you say it a different way?

Cull close a chosen meaning

[Verse 2]

And it’s gone

Impression and likeness alone

If I showed that I’m frightened and young

Would it take?

Without a reason

It comes, then it’s gone

Tilting from right to wrong

I never listen

List something missing

Have my permission wishing

We’ll never know

[Chorus]

Pull a shadow from my name

Is it indifference for deference's sake?

Can you say it a different way?

(Hesitate, hesitate)

Cull close a chosen meaning

Pull a shadow from my name

Is it indifference for deference's sake?

Can you say it a different way?

[Verse 3]

My mind in the terminal phase

And it’s all without feeling

Just a cynical shame

It’s not like I had reason

To see it through

Everybody takes—

What did I leave with you?

Who’s got time for the shit

That you take?

So take a break from the ache

And push the feeling away

It’s not like I had reason

For leaving you

Thought I wouldn’t be missing you

All the things that we never do

But should

[Chorus]

Pull a shadow from my name

Is it indifference for deference's sake?

Can you say it a different way?

(Hesitate, hesitate)

Cull close a chosen meaning

Pull a shadow from my name

Is it indifference for deference's sake?

Can you say it a different way?