To live a life that's dangerous

My brain is always tempted

I told her "we could die"

But i know that she is reckless

And I've been holding on

Every second of my life

But you just keep going

Telling me that I'm behind

It's hard for me to drop down when

I'm in heaven

I'll punch a motherfucking clock and stop it

For a minute

Obsidians falling from the sky

I'm falling in oblivion

Lately I've been stalling time

Chasing after reasons

Discording our way through this so-called friendship

You played me some tunes like you meant it

And it changed my perspective

Everything is now mixed with your image

(And I'm blissed for that)

I miss those kind of sleepless nights

Though it comes with a price

And I'll end up being nauseous (again)

Fill my toilet twice a day with vomit

Bleeding from my nose won't stop

I should've been dead by then

But I'm breathing baby

I battle anxiety daily

The trauma that my parents gave me

Study my stress all away please

I'm begging somebody save me

I'm begging somebody save me

Cut this music

I'm abusing my brain heavy

Obsidians falling from the sky

I'm falling in oblivion

(Heavens falling with it once again)

Lately I've been stalling time

Chasing after reasons

(Oh no) (Oh no)

I'm wasted

I've been searching for a bliss but

They're all taken

I was mistaken

Took your words for granted

Now I'm sleeping on the pavement

Breathing baby

I battle anxiety daily

The trauma that my parents gave me

Study my stress all away please

I'm begging somebody save me

I'm begging somebody save me

Cut this music

That I'm using to reach you with baby