Rot - Intellectual

[Intro]

(Such a worthless nobody)

Don't know what to do all day, maybe I'll just rot

I keep thinking 'bout the things I wish I could've stopped

Maybe I should buy a gun and point it to my head

Everyday's repetitive, I swear I'm always sad

I wish you would see the love I had for you

But I guess baby, it's something you can't do

All I do is feel regret for how I treated you

Every day I'm missing her, I don't know what to do

I don't know what to say, I gave my all away

You took my heart and left, now I just hate myself

I hate that I still care, I hate that you're not here

You fucked me up so bad and now I want you dead

I blame nobody else, I can't get out my head

You made me hate myself, with everything you said

I wanna disappear, I wanna leave this pace

I'm so fucking tired of seeing my own face

I wish you would see the love I had for you

But I guess baby, it's something you can't do

To this day, I pray that you'll decide to come back

I wanna hold you tight and give you kisses on your neck

I'm so fucking caught up in hatred, all day

Back then everything was normal, now it's all fake

You used to look at me like I meant something

Now I fucking hate your guts, you're disgusting