Issues - Intellectual

[Intro]

I'm sorry for my issues

I'm sorry we don't text

I'm sorry for my mental health

I'm so fucking upset

I know you told me that i'm not good enough

Saying all the dumb stuff i fucked up

Told you i was fine, guess that was a lie

But you really said you loved me

But that was...

...also a lie feeling so dry

I wonder why issues multiply everyday

Something's wrong with my brain

Oh I'm going insane

Everyday, Everyday

Oh my god it's like your goal is to make my life feel grey

Kinda wish that I stayed away

Guess i'm getting kinda lost in space

Seeing stars above my head feelings dazed

Another kinda day, feelings awful strange

But i know it might be the spell you put me under

Thought you were a girl

But you were a demon come to destroy my whole world

I know that you tried to kill me once i witnessed times

Where you stabbed me with a knife

Where you brought me to a time

Where i was so unhappy I thought that life was pointless

And I really thought maybe this time could be so much different

I was wrong and you left

Cause I don't really know why

You looked at me and lied

I thought that God said that our stars align

But that was

Also a lie feeling so dry

I wonder why issues multiply everyday

Something's wrong with my brain

Oh I'm going insane

Everyday, everyday

Oh my god it's like your goal is to make my life feel grey

Kinda wish that I stayed away