Nothing - Intellectual

[Verse 1]

I'll walk you out, but I will not walk you home

I promised myself that I'd be good, I'd [?]

But it never works

I always forget that when I break, I break for you alone

Crying myself to sleep as if it's not my own fault

Once again I have brought myself here grieving for what I am not

But I will live with it, what else can I do?

I keep it on me, the letter I wrote, and will never give to you

And what if I was right all along?

Push it and it breaks, and once again I ignore

But he smiles and all at once it is true

My forethought means nothing when it comes to you

You can be my getaway driver, you can be my [?]

Any more than that and I'd have some questions for you

Is it the way I look when I scream your favorite words

Honey, that is [?] and offstage it gets much worse

And I don't think you wanna know

Maybe it's better if I just go

But he smiles and all at once it is true

My forethought means nothing when it comes to you