[Verse 1]

I don't simply carry it with me

I'd be glad to bear the weight

Not have to learn that there are things worth ending

And that there is no prize for pain

[Refrain]

I try to stand and face it

I try to put it down

And it almost works but it always falls apart

The minute anyone else is around

Woah-oh-oh

[Verse 2]

It is a fly in my drink

A fucking knife in my guts

Suddenly I feel like a whole different person

I do not know them, and I'm very very scared

[Refrain]

I cannot do the thing I do

And for the first time I am completely unprepared

Woah-oh-oh

[Transition]

I've been denied the right to put my hеad down and work

I am what I have made, and what I've madе fucking hurts

[Bridge]

Fucking sedate me

Better yet, put me down

I'm never quite there, but I'm always coming around

Coming around

Either tell it to me straight or [?]

There is a hole in me and it's getting harder and harder to hide

Harder to hide

[Outro]

I'm repeating words I never thought I'd say

All things considered, I'm doing great

All things considered, I'm--