Released on July 4, 2019

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[Verse 1]

There you are

Here again

I've told you before I don't want to be your friend

There you are

Too far away

My chest burns as I see you

[?] walk away


[Chorus]

I don't want to, I don't want to feel the way I do

What can I do?

I don't want to, I don't feel like getting hurt by you

What can I do?


[Verse 2]

Don't listen to her

Only cut your hair if you want to

Don't censor yourself; someone will always love what you do

Don't listen to them, you can do whatever you want

Everyone knows originality is hot


[Chorus]

I don't want to, I don't want to feel the way I do

What can I do?

I don't want to, I don't feel like getting hurt by you

What can I do?


[Verse 3]

Let me crawl through your ear into your head

I wanna know the weird shit you think about just laying in your bed

And I would listen to you talk until my eardrums crack

And I would still ask you to sing for me even after the fact

And I will never, ever let you know just how much it gets my go

To think of how much fun you have together while I'm here alone

And it feels like I get colder every day

Let's just hope my eyes freeze over and keep their tears out of my way


[Interlude]

I'm just so happy for you


[Verse 4]

Stupid motherfucker, why can't you just fall in love with me

I mean I know I can't change the feelings you [?]

And I'm really not a terrible person I just think that you're the shit

I'm really happy she makes you happy, although it makes me sick to think of it

'Cause I am so careful with who I love

It doesn't matter, it doesn't matter anymore

And I am so fucking careful with what I do

It doesn't matter, it doesn't matter when it comes to you

When it comes to you