[Verse 1]

I'd love to make it up as I go

I'd love to think it will all be well in the end

[Pre-Chorus]

But I do not trust me

I don't think I'm [?] enough to pull it off

I have always lived in fear of what I will do next

[Chorus]

There are things people get in life that I will never have

And it isn't about the work

I've done it all, I've got the [?]

But I do not get picked

I wouldn't blame 'em if I could choose

I probably wouldn't pick me either

I'd have better things to do, oh

[Verse 2]

I'd love to let myself bе right

See if I can [?] can get

[Pre-Chorus]

But I do not trust me

I don't think I'm [?] enough to pull it off

I havе always been afraid I will simply regress

[Chorus]

There are things people get in life that I will never have

And it isn't about the work

I've done it all, I've got the [?]

But I do not get picked

I wouldn't blame 'em if I could choose

I probably wouldn't pick me either

I'd have better things to do, oh