Already Know - Intellectual

[Verse 1]

I already know

You don't like my outfit

You don't have to tell me, but you can if you want

I already know

You don't wanna be here

I don't want to either, [?] I'd rather be alone

And it's making me nauseous to look at you and not love you

So I think it's better if I go

Better if I leave alone

I try every day not to exhaust the people that love

But I gave up on that with you

I cut out the parts of my mind

That romanticize you to the highest degree

But they're never completеly gone, no matter what I do

And it's making me nausеous to look at you and not love you

So I think it's better if I go

Better if I leave alone

I wish I was young so I could make you hurt the way I want to

I wish I could paint the way I could way back before I met you

I wish I was young so I could feel the way I should

Emotions have become a luxury

I never thought they would

I always hoped that he would

But I never cry anymore

I miss him

I never thought that I would

And I never make you smile anymore

I miss it

I always knew I would

I wish I was young so I could make you hurt the way I want to

I wish I could paint the way I could way back before I met you

I wish I was young so I could feel the way I should

Emotions have become a luxury

I never thought they would

When I always hoped that he would