I miss not knowing your warmth in this world

I swear I feel colder now

That I felt your head beside mine

And I felt it without

I swear the earth could tremour

The skies could tremble and fall

But that was May, it's almost December

And this is the hardest year of them all

I've only been here for twenty years

I've got a thousand stories and one

But I can't tell them anymore

Cos you're in every one

I've been here for twenty fucking years

And I've only just begun

To envisage a world without you

To envisage a world without

Fate has made sure

All of the good die young

What would I lose to forget you

What could I lose to regret

What part of me could I carve out

Broken limbs or cigarettes

I don't want this anymore

As I sit in this room alone

The quiet could speak so loud

Could tell you stories of where I've come from

And who I've walked without

You're a shadow on the wall

The light just won't burn out

Who will hear me now?

I miss not knowing your warmth in this world

I swear I feel colder now

That I felt your head beside mine

And I felt it without

I swear the earth could tremour

The skies could tremble and fall

But that was May, it's almost December

And this is the hardest year of them all