The year's almost over

And I'm trying to forget

The memories that nearly left me for dead

I'd never admit to anyone

But I still hear your voice

Inside my head

The year's almost over and I'm trying to remember

What I did this year

And it's almost December

I've spent the past two years with nothing but a life online and a sea of faces that I don't even recognise. I've wasted so much time, money and effort on things that just don't even matter; drugs, alcohol, women and the like. And as a result, I am nothing but a minimum wage dropkick with no aspirations, no qualifications, no motivations, nothing! This wasn't how it was meant to be, this wasn't the master plan!

I don't want this anymore

We're worth so much more than this

Give me the future beyond all my failures

Give me the past for just one more chance