Released on May 22, 2020

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[Verse 1]

I want you to hold my leash

And I’ll be a good dog

Your body gets me closer to god

He smites me with feelings so raw


[Verse 2]

I’m manic, I’m permastoned

I want down, wanna go home

You’ll hurt me and I’ll ask for more

Destroy me its all I'm good for


[Chorus]

And I know it’s dysfunctional

You kick me down to feel good yourself

You inhibit my ADLs

Then tell me to go fuck myself


[Post-Chorus]

And I think of you

And I wanna cry

Put me in a tomb

Leave me there to die


[Verse 3]

Control freaked, I’m out of rope

You laugh at me 'cuz I'm a joke

It's torture like pulling hairs

I'm crazy and you don't care


[Chorus]

Now I’m lying here wide awake

Trying hard to forget your face

How did i let it get this bad

I’m in love and I’m so ashamed


[Post-Chorus]

When I think of you

I just wanna cry

Tie me to your bed

Leave me there to die