I’ve got a train to catch I gotta leave a message quickly

I am a different person given now that you’re not with me

And I had plans to make you feel the way I feel as well

That shit ain’t fair to anyone it just happens we don’t work yeah

Now I’m alone and you’re alone but not alone together

When we cross our paths again I just hope we see the pattern

I mean I see it now but there’s none to do for me

All I can do is romanticize the part of you that included me yeah

And all I can dream of is bothering me

I hate this shit but I’m forced to compete

And it’s not like I can just turn a blind eye

Cause my whole stomach is a butterfly

Give me another fucking reason why

I shouldn’t

I shouldn’t

All the songs I’ve been writing were about the same topic

How I keep looking for someone to show me what love is

Nah, but fuck it this shit’s getting more and more boring

I need to stop looking it’s not that important

I mean to be honest it’s really what keeps me from locked in

It keeps me from getting locked in

It’s like a termite hill under my skin

I keep on itching

And they keep on digging

In any case I never win no

I never win huh, no

I never win huh, no

I never win

And it’s the same shit with my friends

This shit prevents me from meeting with them

I can’t go out of my house without wanting to crawl back to bed

Pathetic little bitch

Get your ducks in a row

Make it one fucking day

Without scrolling on your phone

8 hours 9 hours 10 hours screen time

My phone’s running low

Every day at least 3 times

You can’t imagine how long this took, nah

You can’t imagine how long this took