This Tumultuous fall second to none

Rips apart the miniscule remains of hope

Subtlety until it's bottlenecked & devastation follows behind

With painful hopes (of) betrayal tightening around my throat

Is this suicide?

A murderous regret looms

Rollercoaster of hope, hopelessness, meaning, meaninglessness & purpose

This epitome of perfection is shattered

And human once again

Rollercoaster of hope, hopelessness, meaning, meaninglessness & purpose

Yet swinging by miniscule dividends gutted in shame

Almost shimmering into ashes

Almost simmering into these tears

While the sly ego, in parallel strives to be heard

Screaming on the hinges of the past