Released on June 5, 2026

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[Verse 1]

I've got a high tolerance for pain

I could kill myself and walk it off

And no, I do not wanna talk

I am just thinking

Tell me is it ever going to change?

And if it isn't, that's just fine

I'll keep the baby locked inside

Drown it with drinking


[Verse 2]

You're pacing round the room

You're pacing round the room

You're pacing, huntin', stalking

Or maybe you're just walking

Say something mean to me

Just say a single thing

Is this the silent treatment

Or are you just not talking?


[Chorus]

You can't change me

It's the only thing I know

And I'm trying, I'm trying, I just can't let it go

You can't shame me, I'm already filled up to the brim

And I'm dying, I'm dying, I just look like I live

I'm dying, I'm dying, I just look like I live


[Verse 3]

I have been thinking about every memory

That time that I was mean to you

That time you were not mean to me

Wish I could hold my own hand

Wish I could fall asleep

I can't do something stupid

I've got work on Monday morning

Can't just die without a warning


[Chorus]

You can't change me

It's the only thing I know

And I'm trying, I'm trying, I just can't let it go

You can't shame me, I'm already filled up to the brim

I'm dying, I'm dying, I just look like I live


[Outro]

You can't change me

It's the only thing I know

And I'm trying, I'm trying, I just can't let it go

You can't shame me, I'm already filled up to the brim

And I'm dying, I'm dying, I just look like I live

I'm dying, I'm dying, I just look like I live

I'm dying, I'm dying, I just look like I live