Bitter Love

By Fiendix

On PrEP

Released on August 10, 2014

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[Verse 1]

Friday Night Lights, sitting bumping that Cole

When we argue, I just think of how I'd rather be alone

A couple months ago I cheated, told you that I didn't mean it

You believed it when I told you you were all I ever needed

We exposed ourself to love that we knew was never meant to be

The tragic outcome of it has been fucking with us mentally

We love each other loosely, but relationships need discipline

You told me that you trust me, but we going back to this again

Yo!

You going left, I'm always right

Why every FUCKING conversation gotta turn into a fight?

Why everything you seem to do to me is always outta spite?

This shit is wrong, yet it always seems to feel so right

In the end we know we both were better off just being friends

But we scared to break it off because we won't make an amends

Aren't you tired of feeling like I'm something you must defend?

To ya parents & ya friends, this wasn't part of the plan


[Chorus]

I've been so wrong.. to ever think I had a chance with you

To ever think I was the man for you..

But I just can't forget the past with me and you.. (with me and you)


[Verse 2]

And if the end of us is near, well at least we know we tried

At the start this was amazing, now it's like a life that died

Sparks will fly, yet it seems like all our butterflies are sinking

We confused the sex with love, I don't know what we were thinking

Quite ironic how the one you love you argue w/ the most

Cuz every time we nearing trouble, I just pull off in the ghost

I see your tears baby girl, but I guess they don't affect me

You've been tearing down my ego, shows just how much you respect me

When it rains it pours & when it pours it thunders

How we got from great to bad is what I everyday wonder

I miss the days in high school when I was your biggest crush

Funny how I used to think that being with you was a must

On the real though, the thought of you is better than reality

Cuz being with you seems like it'll end up in fatality

We know we wanna leave, but still hoping it'll work

Even though we know forcing situations will make it worse


[Chorus]


[Verse 3]

Yo!

Bitter love, bitter conversations

With you I feel like I'm awaiting elimination

A good day as of lately only happens on occasion

I feel it, one more fight & then no reconciliation

I'm doing things that in the past I promised that I wouldn't

Tired of hearing you constantly telling me what I shouldn't do

Say something new besides you love me & you hate me

One problem I got with you is that you really think you made me

Flew into things too early like a premature baby

You're either way my #1, that's why I call you McGrady

Once upon a time, Fiendix met a girl named Lisa

See he loved he loved her for her smile & every single other feature

Then a couple months later, that's when they started dating

There were some people who opposed it, we just thought they were hating

Fast forward to today, we full of procrastination

Ain't been happy in a half a year, so much time has been wasted

[Chorus] X2