Not Today

By Ficky

On Journey Home

Released on February 24, 2020

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[Verse 1]

Shout out to the hurt

You put in work

You never finish first

And now you free fall back to Earth

It's hard to know your worth

When you never first

Everyday is a battle tryna grapple

On to the ropes out of the dirt

I know your pain

Don't know which way

To turn you in the lowest place

You go again

But see no gain

Its feelin’ like the slowest (Slowest)

Slowest lane

I know I know

I’ve seen them darker days before

That job you hate and still feel poor

That car that just don't work no more (Yeah)

Just know that you winning

Every loss has a cost and you baggin’ up pennies

You Randy Moss with the sauce cause you caught with a feeling

Now your future looking bright

Late night you on Jimmy


[Chorus]

I got the the worst

Of luck with these things

Got a lot of

Shit now on my plate

Nothing ever

Is going my way

But I won't ever ever give up

Not today

(It's gonna be okay)


[Verse 2]

It's gonna be alright

I ‘member nights late

My self doubt weight filling me inside

It was eatin’ at my pride

It's no surprise

Even when you try to show it all

They beat you down inside

I walk on the line

I’m feeling the lights

As soon they fail

They all on ya spine

Opinions in line

They never hold back

I write out my pain

It never it never

It never writes back

I never look back

Cause those in the past

Can never relax

I’m Grabbing my pad

And advancing my acts

I'm adding up money

Subtracting they ass (Yeah)

Now I'm bagging it up

Same nigga they didn't think would be rapping and stuff

Yeah now I'm laughing it up

Same ones talking shit

I be passing em up


[Chorus]

I got the the worst

Of luck with these things

Got a lot of

Shit now on my plate

Nothing ever

Is going my way

But I won't ever ever give up

Not today

(It's gonna be okay)


[Bridge]

And this for my riders

24/7 365 fighters

For all them late nighters

Working hard

Up early bird risers

Keep that head higher

Future looking brighter

Gotta keep the fire

Light it up

Set this bitch on fire


[Chorus]

I got the the worst

Of luck with these things

Got a lot of

Shit now on my plate

Nothing ever

Is going my way

But I won't ever ever give up

Not today

(It's gonna be okay)