[Chorus]
Yeah, passing back and forth, I can not afford this
Pain inside my mind but I can not record it
Passing back and forth, I can not afford this
Pain inside my mind but I can not record it
I can't afford no distractions, I'm under pressure, I'm stressing
On the back end, keep reflecting
Keep on texting, need the affection
[Verse 1]
Yeah, did you see something in me that you didn't see before?
Did notice some in me that I didn't show before?
Did you finally feel free because I pointed out your flaws?
Did you notice I know you but you don't know me anymore
Who's the problem? That's the problem
I fuck up every time, you even called it
But we're not calling anymore
Feels like were falling out of love
[Chorus]
Yeah, passing back and forth, I can not afford this
Pain inside my mind but I can not record it
Passing back and forth, I can not afford this
Pain inside my mind but I can not record it
I can't afford no distractions, I'm under pressure, I'm stressing
On the back end, keep reflecting
Keep on texting, need the affection
[Verse 2]
I had everything I wanted, that's what they telling me
What I want? I don't know
Who is telling me?
See the odds that I've beaten, no one beating me
They say it's lonely at the top
No one seeing me cry, I'm alone when I die
Even when the sun's down, there always be new light
Yeah, you need to look up to the sky
Little junior, everything wil be alright
You need trust, a little faith in the future
Stop, they believe you can do it
You can finally prove them wrong
Bottle all them feelings, try to put them in a song
[Chorus]
I can't afford no distractions, I'm under pressure, I'm stressing
On the back end, keep reflecting
Keep on texting, need the affection
[Verse 3]
I was seventeen when I lost my best friend
The pics were only clear because he could understand
Depictions of my fear, had to learn to walk again
Descriptions of my pears didn't heal my broken hands
I was seventeen when I first fell into love
Afraid of being lonely, try to held on at al cost
Appear to become stronger but I never felt this lost
Occasionally toyed with, I got warned for by my mom
I was seventeen when I realised nothing changed
Everything gets better but it's always been the same
I was seventeen when I first opened my eyes
The world I grew up in was reality disguised
I was eighteen when I started to confess
Started pointing fingers in a way to release stress
Vision was still clouded, I did things I now regret
Changed my life path, couldn't sleep because of that
I was nineteen when I started to accept
Long road it's been but there's still alot ahead
Wrong thing's been done but I know I can't go back
Stronger than I was cause I'm never falling back
When I'm twenty years I'm gonna realise I was wrong
The story has been told cause you listened to these song
When I read the first verse I see I will never learn
Playing with emotions in a way to disguise hurt
When I see the second verse I read the workings of my mind
Confidently, lonely, hopeful, switching all the time
And this third verse I wrote to get these things of my chest
But hold on take a seat cause you ain't even heard the rest
You ain't even heard the rest, hold on
[refrain]
This the time of the year we got to live again
Is the time of the year we got to live again
Is the time of the year we got to live again
It's that time of the year we got to live again
We gotta live again, we gotta live again, gotta live again
[Verse 4]
On the top of my head, of the top of my head
I just do it no cap, I just do it no regret
No exaggeration, no I'm never playing
No I'll never make it
No exaggeration, no I'll never make it
No I'll never play this
Yeah uhh uh
[Refrain]
Is the time of the year we got to live again
Is the time of the year we got to live again
Is the time of the year we got to live again
It's that time of the year we got to live again
We gotta live again, we gotta live again, gotta live again
[Chorus]
I can't afford no distractions, I'm under pressure, I'm stressing
On the back end, keep reflecting
Keep on texting, need the affection