Another day gone ugly

Lost but they love me

Crawl through the mud and I'm hungry

Wars rage in the head when I'm healthy

When I'm not, it's a hell for the self

Breathe

If my back's gonna let me

See

When the facts are against me, a threat to me

Then I sing to at least be free

I would pray if she was there

Or at least put her face in my crosshair

Imma meet you, soon, I can promise you, moon

I can't take it, I feel my whole brain going crazy

The lack of contact, maybe

I turn back

Stomped enough faces in the dirt

Cause it hurt so bad

Dare I dream? Dare I read? Releasing steam

And you hate me, you hate me, you hate me, you hate me

Every time I read, you just HATE me

And I scream for my fate, it's opaque, B

My fucking ear won't take inhalation

In a lacy gown, I fellate me

Cause my ego's ablaze, it's my baby

And if it makes me a lazy, cold-blooded reptile

Laze on my bed reading face-feeds

Feeding my face, Blue Blazer

Blue state with a plate of thaumatrium

It's gonna work now, gonna show no remorse, hit 'em first now

Gonna leave with the shadow, with her town burnt down

Once I was full but I'm burst now

But at least I cried

Everything's better with sweet AI

Live as a blur, figure I'm full of piss and vinegar

If I'm a shapeshifter, I may as well take a prisoner

Missing her? Come and get her, I'm sipping on Amaretto

You picked the wrong of your betters to spit on, I'll bung a letter

Dearest Princess Celestia

Tonight I learned the stages of grief are a motherfucker

I'm still in denial, fighting

Broken, I'm limelighting

Everybody can look and say "book him"

I'm off riding to Brainblow Asylum

Rainbows, I ride 'em, to Saltspring Island

May solve my problem, the helpline dialing

Off the hook, wild, an incompetent guy picks up

And yo, asks if I like those knives and

Why would I, I'm already in pain

I'm trying to end it, you think I'm literally insane?

But blue skies and carefree days, are what's mine

Despite what you may have heard from some pathetic motherfucker

All the successful people, they say

What you've got to do is this way

Then somebody debunks them and

They're just miserable broke pissants

And they don't even care or know

I will destroy you all with my flow

Cause it's about the only thing that I've got at this point

But I'll die without a single hitch in my frigging voice

And they can let me go sleep, both feet in the dirt

They can talk about how I never worked

Worthless bum, self-hating man

Never discovered nothing, commentator-in-a-can

I take a dominatrix in a van

Accelerate to eighty, set the cruise, then I bake her up a flan

Then I cater to her, making conversation as I am

Then I say to her, milady, Imma pay you eighty grand

Here's a nailed bat, go and masturbate it with your hand

Then I snatch it back and shove it up my anus till it jams

Strip naked with a razor, lacerating where I can

Then I beat my cranium to a pecan

Say madame, I am not a base animal, be patient if you can

You're a critical component of my plan

The cops gonna find us, and we had best be hoping when they land

That they won't believe you when you say you didn't do damn

And we can make the papers up in Van

And maybe that'll make 'em stop saying men are dangerous, shabam!

The fairer sex, you complain you got it bad

But nobody ever worries when they date you

And they make you out to be completely crazy on the pad

But even that ain't enough to get a kid a frickin' warning from his dad?!

And they can meet you in a back alley, obviously doing crack

Still invite you to tea, and they come back and say what they did

And their parents are like "that's cute"

You could really cause trouble at the taproot

Femininity's cute, fluffy and harmless

Masculinity's treating women like puddles of garbage

Warm and nurturing! I guess we're cold and degrading?

No wonder so many colts grow up crazy

And you don't have to worry about a frickin' beast

Inside of you that you can't control bursting out

You say I wouldn't do it, but what about on the fuckin' news

It's all you hear about, christ, did they fuckin' choose?

Or is the monster capable of taking over your brain too?

Congrats, you're a boy, I hate you!

Fuck it, stay celibate, problem solved

Except for your ever-increasing porn habit, but never mind

I'm gonna counteract and repent when I spit a rhyme