Girl this is getting messed up real bad

These days were missing out on the things we both had

Just thinking of you leaving hurts so hard

When ill rather have your kids running around in the yard

I want you close, I need your kiss

Ive never had a love like this

When your not here i miss i want this to be B.I.G

My love for you is so big

I need you in my life make you my wife

I'll protect you and hold you pillow tight

Cos I'm sitting here wishing i can do all the things you wanna do

All about success I'm on job and i didn't need a interview

So as i answer all these phone calls hoping my freedom is worth it

Cos momma ain't happy so I'm tryna make it perfect

Wish i can tell her i blue (blew) Smurfette

The times coming soon i can put down my last bet

Cos I need you like I need air

If your down Ill be there

The thought lf you leaving makes me scared

Sitting here reminiscing of when you are not there

I hate My biggest fear but it dont give a fuck

So I'm recording on my MacBook

I ain't turning into old news

I'm up next I'm the new dude

Theres alot of things i wished i had

Sick and tired of this little bed

Rather live like a King instead

And I'm tired of the pain

And the pain kinda different now

It will never be the same

But to me your so special

Ill treat you like the lead in my pencil

Anything you want you can have you know ill let you

On my life there ain't no other girl in my world since you

We can go to the hotel room

Go on girl call me your dude

Can't keep us apart and you better close that door

Your the girl that I'm gonna settle for

Cos I'm the guy you're supposed to be with

Fuck your the ex you dont need him

Fuck the others you dont need them too

Every second I think of you

Wishing we can stay together

Hoping you buy my album

I'm just tryna make it better

But your rather be with the strangers

I'm sorry that I'm different

I'm Sorry you see my anger

Only you can heal my pain

Let them know I'm all about you

I think i can't live without you

When your not here I smoke more food

Its like my motto is death or you

And i love you more then i ever did

Your the only girl that I'm in love with

You dont believe i think i need a prayer

Sometimes i think you dont care

But im all about you and I

But you keep leaving at meaningful times

You dont ever come home late

Back the next day yesterday food on the plate

Most probably out to do it again

I look at you as my beautiful best friend

So i think we to do some make up

I always dream of you ever when i wake up

Your just stuck in my dream, its like i dont wake up

Until i can feel your touch

Cause I miss and love you so much