Why can’t I find the words to say?

This life has given me nothing

And I can’t suffer this

Another fucking day

God can you hear me

I’m calling for your name

I can’t keep going

Chemically imbalanced in my fucked up own brain

Try to tell myself that I’m doing ok

Never would expect that I would grow up with this pain

But nothing ever works

I'll just take another pill and hope it calms the nerves

And when the time comes, and I hear that sound

The only way it ends is with me six feet in the ground

This endless cycle

This cruel disease

When will it stop?

When will it kill me?

I look for an escape

Toxic remedies to cure my brain

Plan to take myself out, seal my fate

God fucking tell me why I feel this way

I look for an escape

Toxic remedies to cure my brain

Plan to take myself out, seal my fate

God fucking tell me why I feel this way

Bury me six feet in the ground