Released on February 3, 2023

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[Chorus]

When I look up, yeah, all was in vain

I wasn't enough, now, my mind can't think

People just tell lies, devil was a good liar

Caught in a trap, now, I'm pro'ly insane

Face down, think I'm losing this game

All I got is the fear and the shame

Realize some things just can't change

So sad that it just won't change


[Post-Chorus]

Think I got demons in my head, on my mind

I see it, I could see it, I could see it in my eyes

Believe me, I got demons in my head, on my mind

I see it, I can see it, I can see it in my eyes


[Verse 1]

I drink, I smoke, I drink, I smoke

Hold up, the cup, throw up, now what?

I drink, I smoke, I drink, I smoke

Hold up, the cup, throw up


[Refrain]

Damn this shit, my world spinning

I'm spinning, smoking, and drinking this pain

Damn this shit, my world spinning

I'm spinning, smoking, and drinking this pain


[Verse 2]

I may be silent, but lemme tell you that I'm violent

Never know exactly what I'm thinking

So sick in the mind and I'm sinkin', yeah

You think that you know me? You don't

You think you can drag me? You won't

You think I'm so easy? Now go to hell

Tell the devil, I'ma slap you both

And tell you, "What's wrong?"


[Chorus]

When I look up, yeah, all was in vain

I wasn't enough, now, my mind can't think

People just tell lies, devil was a good liar

Caught in a trap, now, I'm pro'ly insane

Face down, think I'm losing this game

All I got is the fear and the shame

Realize some things just can't change

So sad that it just won't change


[Post-Chorus]

Think I got demons in my head, on my mind

I see it, I could see it, I could see it in my eyes

Believe me, I got demons in my head, on my mind

I see it, I can see it, I can see it in my eyes


[Refrain]

Damn this shit, my world spinning

I'm spinning, smoking, and drinking this pain

Damn this shit, my world spinning

I'm spinning, smoking, and drinking this pain

(Yuh)